I did some of the things here in your blog without putting much thought into it actually as winning him back was never my objective - after four years of being without me he came to me and I rejected him BUT because of his love for me he kept trying in ever so GENTLE ways to see me.
During the proceeding 12 months we saw each other twice.
It was not easy, but he was led by his heart because I was in it. He had walked the earth for four years living the mistake he knew he created between us and he was going to fix it unbeknown to me.
He never before told me he loved me but to have me is to know you have an Empress by your side, that your back is covered and your body warmed by mine on a cold night. No one can come between us because we only want each other. His pain of being without me has seen to that.
I am 10 years older than him so understand that he needed to grow so I let him go as I had wisdom on my side.
He told me that in this world you can create a path of eternal torture for yourself if you do not stay with the woman you love. The woman you want to wake up next to in the morning after a night holding her against you and placing kisses on her forehead to reasure YOURSELF that she is really there. The woman who catches your gaze because she can feel you looking at her, to return your gaze with her eyes and a smile. The woman who you can sit with staring out of the window watching the rain from a chaise longe and smile at what the future holds for the two of you. To live without the one you love is to live a life unfufilled, dreams half dreamt, and wishes left unheard by the spirit world. Live without the person you love and you live without love.
I did some of the things here in your blog without putting much thought into it actually as winning him back was never my objective - after four years of being without me he came to me and I rejected him BUT because of his love for me he kept trying in ever so GENTLE ways to see me.
ReplyDeleteDuring the proceeding 12 months we saw each other twice.
It was not easy, but he was led by his heart because I was in it. He had walked the earth for four years living the mistake he knew he created between us and he was going to fix it unbeknown to me.
He never before told me he loved me but to have me is to know you have an Empress by your side, that your back is covered and your body warmed by mine on a cold night. No one can come between us because we only want each other. His pain of being without me has seen to that.
I am 10 years older than him so understand that he needed to grow so I let him go as I had wisdom on my side.
He told me that in this world you can create a path of eternal torture for yourself if you do not stay with the woman you love. The woman you want to wake up next to in the morning after a night holding her against you and placing kisses on her forehead to reasure YOURSELF that she is really there. The woman who catches your gaze because she can feel you looking at her, to return your gaze with her eyes and a smile. The woman who you can sit with staring out of the window watching the rain from a chaise longe and smile at what the future holds for the two of you. To live without the one you love is to live a life unfufilled, dreams half dreamt, and wishes left unheard by the spirit world. Live without the person you love and you live without love.